I am told blue is soothing, well at this point, I need all the "soothing" I can get... I am have been stuck at a crossroad for weeks. Literally, WEEKS. Usually, I am a rather "emotional" person I don't mean in the PMS kind of way but rather in the "I know what I want, now I will work to go get it." I feel like I have been drunkenly playing the game Operation and getting buzzed with every attempt at success. I make a decision, take one step in the direction, BUZZZZZZ! Crap. Consult with doctors (ie. friends) and try again... Ok, well option one didn't go so well, new direction... BUZZZZZZ! Shit... Consult with doctors again... Ok, back to option one... BUZZZZZ! Ugh... Now this is just pathetic... What is wrong with me? This isn't me. Make a decision and go with it or no one will want to play with you anymore.
As always, thank you for reading this mindless babble.
As always, thank you for reading this mindless babble.
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